It's impossible to predict...

What will come of our lives. The plan for the future, or even just later today can be altered in the blink of an eye and there isn't much you can do about it and sit back and enjoy the ride. Not to say its dumb to have goals or plan or wish, but i guess what I have to learn is not to hold on so tightly that I miss not just the carnations by the side of the road but all the other benefits that can come from a sudden bend in the trail. Who knows what that bend could be protecting us from.

I want to feel free to truly experience life and throw all the rules and expectations out of the window and just feel the autumn wind on my face as I drive into the sunset. Of course it wouldnt be complete without a love to ride along. Call me crazy but I want to experience love in full force. The over the top, heart throbbing, soul stirring, "it's the significant other not gravity that holds you to the earth" type of love. And I want the feeling to be mutual. And once we feel this way I want him to be strong enough in himself to tell me...although words of course will not be able to fully express our feelings, I want to feel it seep from his pores, from our very beings. I want to know in the inner most part of me that we are one. Maybe it sounds crazy but what is the life without love, without that other person that is in the world that makes you better by simply existing.

I guess it is also impossible to predict what will come of a blog...because I didn't know I was gonna write this. But iguess admitting it is the first step.

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