I've grown up a lot since I started college. I'm sure a good amount of it came from various experiences at school, but it always felt like I grow the most over the summer. I don't know why that is...it could be the fact that I have time to travel to new places, try new things, and meet people...lots of people. People from various backgrounds and with different personalities and it teaches me a lot about myself. How to adapt to different work environments and how to make great friends of people who seemingly have nothing in common with me on the surface. I think that what causes me to grow the most is the freedom. It's the time of the year when I have 3 1/2 months to experience life and all that it has with no restrictions. While part one of this year's summer experience was just as all others with the spontaneous Bahamian trip and the trying Mexican cruise (that I purposely have not said much about) and spending time with many new people, I'm concerned about the rest of the summer. Well concerned is not the right term by any means but I just want to do so much and I don't really have the means to do that right now. I made a list of 25 things that I want to accomplish before I am 25 (which I meant to post already) and not only have I not put a dent in the list, I haven't even done the normal things that I love to do over the summer. I just don't want to regress. I have a problem with feeling invisible and insignificant. I know that it's not good for me to be sitting in my room by myself for long periods of time because I start becoming an introvert again which isn't good for me.
Hmm. Maybe I should just start dating again. If nothing else it means that I'll meet a few new people and try a few things that are out of the ordinary for me...might be fun.
On a completely separate note. Someone is smoking inside and it's coming into my room and messing with my sinuses...thanks for being considerate unknown jerk.
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